MY MEMORIES

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

moved to http://truth-and-behold.blogspot.com
I have to move on.
make a new beginning sometime right.
so there.
seriously I'm going to miss this blog when it was alive and kicking.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 1:44 AM

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

hi all.
its been like what ,two months since I last used a computer
and blogged.
& finally I'm using my sister's super CUTE Compact PC
which is pretty heated up because I have been using the computer
for quite along time.
especially since I had to check 250 emails..
bleah
anyway
loads of stuff has taken place since the last time I blogged.
SEC 3 CAMP;
Valentine's Day;
Progress Report;
horrible math lessons;
failing maths tests & crying about it all alone
new friends;
old friends;
& of course most recently DREAMS the musical.
honestly this year has been really TIRING and DRAINING.
I look forward for Fridays
& hate Sundays & Mondays & THURSDAYS
in which I have 7 periods of Maths.
I can go CRAZY.
god help me.
DREAMS was very very nice.
I loved it.
the musical cast all did an amazing job & hell I was proud.
the DON & DREW guy (DON) was there.
teehee.
anyway;
but I was dead tired after it.
luckily Republic Poly is very closed to my house &
I just had to walk back home.
ok.
thats about it.
Im going to go & get stuff done.
tomorrow's Monday.
x(
I HATE MY BORING LIFE.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 10:13 PM

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Hayden Panettiere & Milo Ventimiglia are together!!

I mean apart from the fact that they

are 12 years apart in age.

They are a CUTE couple.

not to mention that are both HOT!

Anyway

today's the 1st day of E-Learning

& I'm hating & loving it.

You will know what I mean,

measuring the pros and cons

of bring stuck at home.

hmmm.

& I'm pretty bored.

Bleah.

By the way;

I want to watch 27 dresses

this weekend

but I have no clue who to watch it with.

Anybody, IDEAS?

PS: I Love You is coming out on Valentine's Day.

I'm so going to watch that too.

I read the book recently

& it made me flood my room.

Of course there were times I was thrown in to fits of laughter.

So..

ILOVEIT!

okay.

I'm not going to talk gibberish at the end of this post.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 8:04 PM

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Friday, January 25, 2008

(1979-2008)

In Loving Memory of

Heath Ledger

the only other Aussie actor who I truly was & am a fan of

(other than Hugh Jackman)

This man was no Lindsay Lohan

he never was on the news for the wrong reasons.

& he truly was 1 hell of an actor.

"Heath, how could anyone hate 10 things about you. I couldn't find one bad thing about you.

Your death is a huge loss to Hollywood.

You were one of my most favourite actors since I cannot even remember.

You are an inspiration,

and more importantly you are my

rolemodel

for following your dreams to became one of the best actors

Australia's ever had.

You may have passed on

but you will always be in my thoughts

and heart.

And when I grow frail and old, I will tell my grandchildren

this story about this handsome Aussie actor

of whom I did not have a single thing to hate about.

Rest In Peace."

The above portion is dedicated to Heath Ledger.

I pray God forgive him for his sins.

his death really shocked me & sent me into

a little tears,

alot of shock

& butterflies in my stomach.

He was like only 28.

He will live on in Mathilda though

his darling 2 year old girl.

okay

I'm going to stop about him.

I brought MILKWAY(from the US) for 7 of my girlfriends today.

each of their reactions were different.

haha.

I made some of their days.

Today we changed our places

& the arrangement is not too bad.

I'm sitting with YiHui

& Jaime is beside her.

My A-Math test was horrid

I got 4 out of 20.

My class did the worst out in the level.

A friend even got 0.

So I wonder why?

Is it the students,or the teacher?

I mean we are in the 2nd best class in the level.

Hmm.

I wonder.

The O level results were out yesterday.

My sister got 8 after minus-ing the CCA & HMT 2 points each

(which is DAMN good)

my guy cousins got 13 & 15

respectively.

& I have not asked her what she wants to do

because honestly I have not seen her since Tueday night.

I did congratulate her on the phone though

what a good & supportive sister I am

(she was not really happy with her marks; I told her otherwise)

wth

self praise is not proper.

anyway who cars about being proper or not?

okay

this is when I say

that this blog entry is ending with

absoulute gibberish.

BLEAH.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:10 AM

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I crept into the old ex-205 class & took a picture of this. Memoirs!

The Grim Reaper! @ the Sec1 Orientation.

Who says I'm the only Drama Queen in my house! From Grumpy,

to Happy!

My family (this is like a fifth, btw.)

I'm so going to watch this movie. Uh-huh.

okay

let me 1stly say that I did try to blog days ago

but mt computer was hanging so badly

that I could not even save the post.

so anyway

the Christmas Party was saved by

THE lovely muah & cousins.

I know that I'm just the greatest.

LoL.

Our New Year thing was like no other.

my cousins played their guitars

(which was so good it made me cry.)

& we played charades

& DISTORTED MESSAGE.

omg.

I laughed like crap.

the funniest distortion was

Actual Line: Me Bean went to London to have tea.

& it turned into

Mr Dubi-yeappie went to Dubai to pee.

I rolled on the floor for god knows how long at that one.

New year came.

308 was a little wierd at first but now its

comfortable.

Thanks to Yihui & Jaime of course.

Althought the Maths & Chem is getting to me.

really badly.

uh-huh.

& my sister came back from the States.

& got me alot of NICE stuff.

Todays Assembly was fun.

I think that the Afro-Latin beats were nice.

Loved it.

Jaime was like trying to figure out what race the host

& she was like

"I LOVE HIS ACCENT!"

hahaa.

yeah; the accent was cute though; really mixed

& unknown.

I'm missing my cousins although

I have not seen them for only 3 weeks.

Hmm

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 1:00 AM

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

hey all

you know

this whole month of December has been like a tornado

rushing by.

I'm so busy.

Btw; these 2 photos were forgotten

so there

also let me update all the kore important things that have happened

since the last time.

I WENT BOWLING ON CHRISTMAS!
(although I had the worst game of my life)

oh and I went to watch National Treasure &

Alvin & the Chipmunks.

Alvin & the Chipmunks was stereotype.

you know, cute & all.

but I thought that National Treasure kicked ass.

ILOVEIT!

but then again the whole world knows that I'm a history buff.

so yeah

I have given up on my work.

it turns out to be not as nice as I thought.

bleah

My cousins have abandoned it too.

Serve them right

They should appreciated us when we were there to help.

Hah

Somebody save the Christmas party on the 28th

but its not going to be me

anyway; I earned 200 bucks working there for a week.

so I'm in a WIN-WIN situation.

HAH

Hari raya Haji was pretty much boring because my sister

& one of my cousins entire families were not there.

cos they were out of town.

Its better now.

only my sister is not in Singapore

ALL my cousins on my mother's side are back

Both the ones from America

& the one from Australia.

the day before yesterday

I went to stay in my cousin's house

& her father's side cousins were there too

so I was like mingling with my second cousins.

there were a little wierd at first because they are like

60% tamil 40% english speaking people.

so it was pretty hard to click & connect.

but eventually I realised that they were really NICE people.

I mean that they really care about their siblings & cousins

& don't fight with them.

AT ALL.

& take care of them really well.

*sighs

& when I & my younger sister were having a mild war with each other.

they were pretty much.

suprised.

so I was like WOW!

these people are incredible.

Hah.

In my family it has been sort of like an unoffical tradition

for me

to go to this my aunt's house with all my cousins

& relatives.

& count the new year down.

there would be performances & all.

a REAL party.

this year however we are having it on the 30th

because unfortunately

my older cousins are busy

but who cares

we are going to have tonnes of fun

lallalla

other than that

that's all for now.

HAPPY 2008!

I know that I won't blog till next year

so let me just say that

2007 has been eventful

full of laughs and tears and memories that will last for a lifetime.

& also that I have learnt a lot from my experiences

& that I hope '08 will be just as

eventful & fun

& just as filled with love.

So long; 2007

I hope one day I will look back & sigh.

& laugh

& cry at all the memories

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 8:47 PM

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

it has been days.

& Duh! I have been busy.

I started working this week.

daily pay; different amount for different things accomplished.

so far I have earned $80.

& I do like my job.

simply because; my colleagues are all my cousins.

& my boss & employers are my aunt's friends

& we really have alot of fun.

but it is hard work too.

I help to give out flyers for hours on end

& sometimes help teach students

(yes; I work in a tuition centre)

& help them clean the place up.

(By the way; that is the worst job in the universe; its disgusting & really HARD work)

but my favourite job is that we are planning a Christmas Party

for the students

& we are like doing everything from scratch.

Loads of decoration & all.

haha; I'm no longer THE BROKE one.

my sister left for the US on Monday

& it finally hit me that I will miss her

& that I do envy her a teeny-bit.

but other than that, I'm cool.

really

She buying me a handbag from there.

Paddington's Coat Factory.

A real bargain.

Last Wednesday;

I went to buy my school books with Yarshini.

& it was drizzling as usual.

Then, we bought out bulk (we had like 2 bags each)

the rain stopped when we were buying our books but when we were going to leave

it HAD TO start raining.

& there was no shelter to the blocks near the MRT.

& we had no hands to carry an umbrella.

So we had to carry the bags walking as fast as possible

& stop in the heavy drizzle. By the time we reached outside; it was raining

CATS & DOGS & MONKEYS & DONKEYS

since I hated being in rain & Yarshini liked

no wait; LOVED beong in it.

we put our bags of books down on the pavement & I

sheltered myself & the books with my umbrella

while she ran around trying to flag a taxi down.

& shared the fare home.

We were drenched & all but it was fun.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 11:19 PM

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Monday, December 3, 2007

Haha

my first photo post!

yay

i'm so proud of my self

See both my bestys' have rebonded hair.

Don't worry

I'm satisfied (most of the time)

with my wavy/curly hair.

This is another post,it does not have much connection.

It's just like that
thats how I would describe my life.
I can't stand my life's overwhelming family drama
to hell with it.
all I know is that I'm never going to be the same when I'm older.
I have a FATHER who is never around since I was like 10.
yeah
he visits 25 times a year.
I recently found out that he CHOSE to work in Malaysia.
& people ask me; Don't you miss him?
I have a MOTHER who is stressed with everything from work to finance to family(mine & hers)
& she has her own traditional or weird expectations
& she vents it on me & my siblings.
I have a BROTHER who has a Horrible temper which he sometimes has trouble keeping
& he doesn't know what not to do when at times too.
I have a SISTER who acts half her age most of the time to me
but like an angel in front the rest of the world.
I have ANOTHER SISTER who I never really understood until recently
& I always thought she hated me
& she is going away for a month
& leaving me to deal with this drama all on my own.
(unintentionally of course)
& I ask myself
what did I do to deserve this
instead of complaining I know that I should compromise.
but it is hard
my own family is not the only one
my mother's family
trust me, worst
by the time I'm done it will be midnight.
It's annoying most of the time that the family can't be normal
sometimes I just want to run away
from all this
& be in this completely stranger surrounding where all this family drama
can't happen.
seriously
so now that I have said most of it all
I feel better
yesterday I went to Bugis with
Jennifer, Yarshini & Nicole.
bought our school bags
& went to the Esplanade
just for the heck of it.
It was good to get away from the family
& to be myself.
xD

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 10:09 PM

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Friday, November 30, 2007

this past week has very eventful

& memorable

& definetely not boring.

1.I went bowling again at Yishun SAFRA

I LOVE Yishun SAFRA.

2.I watched Enchanted.

" I been dreaming of a true love's kiss.."

My cousin was singing it the whole day after I watched it.

The movie's pretty much stereotype

okay; I guess.

3. I stayed in my cousin's house & watched Blood Diamond & Memoirs of a Geisha.

Blood Diamond made me cry & cry & cry

& I'm never going to buy a diamond in my life.

a real one that is;

It is not worth it.

You would understand if you watched.

Warning: It makes guys cry.

Memoirs of a geisha was nice; I guess.

I finally understood the movie properly because I finally sat down & paid full attention to the movie.

wth.

AHAHA

I'm going to start my Sec 3 revision in a few days.

after I finish reading all my storybooks.

{I have just finshed another one by Nora Roberts

who is obviously my FAVOURITE author. xD }

1st; I will have to get off my butt

& motivate myself.

Haiiya

my neighbour is playing My Heart will Go On & On by Celine Dion

on the piano

& because she does so well

i'm about to cry

tsktsk

i'm too emotional

not good

heheh

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 5:45 PM

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

The week has just gotten gloomier

because I'm sick.

Yesterday I went bowling!!

xDD

with my cousins & siblings.

we played like 6 games altogether

then we went to the beach

& cycled.

(you know all those double bicycles)

& then it started to rain.

& BAM; just like that I fell ill

& all because

I cycled for a little while in the rain.

So my day started out fun turning out bad.

I mean like; who likes to be sick?

I watched Stardust!!

another birthday treat

I love that movie; worth the money.

It was pretty funny & the main character is HOT with long hair.

I'm going to watch Enchanted on Thursday

with a truckload of cousins.

YAY; I love going out with my cousins.

xDD

oh & both my parents are out if town for a week

yeah

anyway

i'm going to stop talking gibberish

life's still quite boring.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 3:25 PM

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

U know

its pretty wierd that I already got some presents

& its not even my birthday yet.

2 books from my father,(xD)

a HANDPHONE from my mother,(xD)

& this book that I salivating over at Popular from my loving cousin.

(xD)

Yay.

its an vast improvement from last year

where all I got was a pencil case on 3 Jan from my friend

(super-late pressie)
& a bar of chocolate.

SERIOUSLY.

but I could not ask anything from anyone,

technically because I was in Anaheim

over my birthday weekend.

(believe it or not; last year I still wanted to celebrate my birthday badly)

since we were touring Anaheim, LA

we ended up going to Universal Studios, Hollywood

& Knott's Berry Farm

& Santa Monica beach

& Beverly hills

& Hollywood walk of fame.

in that week.

I know that you probably think this girl has got to be crazy not to be happy on her birthday.

Unfortunately; we went to Disneyland on my birthday

which is really fun for a kid & /or toddler

but pretty boring for a teen.

But my sisters

(Yes! both elder & younger so badly wanted)

to go.

Anyway, I should not be complaining.

I should be thinking about how fortunate I am to have gone there in the first place.

so; I'm stopping the complaints.

Yesterday; I went to watch Game plan

which made me laugh at most parts of the story

but made me cry like hell at the near end.

(If you don't know by now; I cry alot)

Anyway

only a good movie can make me

CRY,

LAUGH,

SING,

DANCE

SIGH.

while watching or at the end.

However, I get a kick watching sad things that makes me cry.

Don't ask me why.

heh

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 5:46 PM

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

hello

its the weekend & all.

YAY

4 more days to my birthday.

today; I paid back my 6th day for the fasting month

& because I did not wake up in the morning to eat.

I FASTED FOR 17 HOURS.

trust me

that was horrible.

I felt like I was in rehab.

seriously

Oh yeah

& I'm going to busy on my birthday

because basically I promised my aunt & cousin

that I will help go to this primary school

& help out

because they are having some sort of Indian culture carnival

& my cousin & I are sopposed to put

henna for the kiddies.

The thing is I did not know its

going to be on my birthday.

but WTH

I'm getting PAID.

& its not so bad.

besides I can do something worthwhile.

anyway,

for some odd reason

I don't feel like celebrating my birthday

you know,

just like wish me

give me a card or present

(if you want to; I'm seriously not demanding anything from anyone)

oh don't even.

I guess I feel

like its just another day.

of course I don't know anybody else's plans

but I have told everyone

NO SUPRISE NONSENSE

bleah.

My elder sister is going to New Jersey

to stay with relatives

from the 10th Dec to the 7th Jan.

I'm suprisingly not jealous.

maybe; I might even miss her.

haha

SUPRISE, SUPRISE.

even though she does annoy me alot.

anyway

its pretty boring these days.

I just spend my days reading, sleeping, watching TV

& using the computer

when it is not hogged by my brother or sisters.

I'm missing

205'07

my besties

Yarshini & Nicole.

Okay; this is getting boring.

Bleah.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 8:49 AM

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

hello

it seems to me that I'm not any less busier after school has ended

which seriously annoys me

all the time

so the streaming results have been out.

& I got my 3rd choice which is E9.

(Pure Geog, Combined Sci & A math+ Lit Elect.)

& obviously that's not bad

all the more being placed in 308.

Unfortunately, I seem to be the only one

in my house who thinks so.

So what do I do when I have a parent who thinks that

if I end up taking Combined Science(Phys/Chem)

I'm going to screw up my life

& regret it forever.

& because I do not want to appeal

she thinks that I DON'T CARE.

Anyway, its my life

and if I do screw it up

I will promise not to blame anyone but myself.

I wish that I could just blast it out to her

just like that

but I don't want to spoil the already

fragile family situation I have at home.

So; instead of bottling it up

I'm blogging it.

Wow; that took a lot off my chest.

Anyway, speaking of regrets

It has hit me that I'm going to be in another class

& not study with

most of my classmates next year.

I DO REGRET not going for the class chalet BBQ.

All BAD things happen at BAD times.

I already begged my mum to let me go for the chalet BBQ

& she finally did.

& THEN something has to happen.

my mother falls & dislocats her knee

& being the only person at home

I have to accompany her to the Shinsae doctor

on the other side of the island

& wait in a horribly LONG queue

& then finally when she has seen the doctor & all.

I have to accompany her back.

God knows what time it was by then

& although I hate myself for missing the chalet

it would kill me even more to leave her to go on her own.

So; I'm REALLY VERY SORRY

if I did not attend the chalet BBQ.

On a lighter note,

It's my BIRTHDAY in a week.

YAY!!!!

I'm growing.

haha

By the way; I found out that Nick Jonas is 14

yeapps.

(I know that I'm lagging)

so young but so.. *sighs*

if you did not know by now; he

IS MY FAVOURITE

Jonas brother.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 1:26 AM

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

YEAH!!! Jonas Brothers.
I LOVE THEM!!
ps: haha, their Jersey boys.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 7:50 PM

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Friday, October 19, 2007

okay

I'm not going to go on about how I have

not updated for about 1.5 months

& all

I did promise myself to write a long post

so yeah

I'm listening to my brother's iTunes on the computer

for inspiration

damn I LOVE Thunder by Boys like Girls

& In the shadow by The Rasmus

& Nickelback!!

btw; if my brother did not go for Camp I probably would not be able to

update

because he HOGS the computer

practically 24/7

seriously.

ok; I have always imagined what my reactions

would be today

the day after I get my Streaming results

so here goes the foundation of my future

(I'm just going to write the final combined)

English: 74-A2(I got 74.8 for the EOY; which can just kill me; I mean 0.2?!!)

Tamil: 68-B3

Mathematics: 45-D7(This made me cry for hours on end & I'm DEAD)

Science:65-B3(Damn; I wanted to do better)

Geography: 66-B3

History: 63-B4( I really wanted to do better; I like History)

Literature: 75-A1(Yay!! Something that I can be truly proud of xD)

Design & Technology:57-C5(Who cares about D&T?& i'm a d&t rep..)

Home Economics:76-A1(Anything with an A is worth yaying for.xD)

Art:59-C5(If only I had done better during mid-yr & not screw the painting..)

Despite all the marks, I still got 12th in class & 75 in level which seriously suprised me considering the wretched Math marks.

My percentage is 64.8 & I know for a fact that Miss Rashidah wrote the remarks which was:

An easy-going girl, Ameera is a quiet and independent worker. She carries out tasks given to her responsibly and promptly.

YAY! I'm FLATTERED! haha.

LoL

Today; during the CCA briefing

I was so damn pissed & I swear I could feel smoke blowing from my ears.

The Drama teachers did not even update

our Drama events for 06 & 07.

So I got more CCA points from Band though I was in Band for 1/2 a year only & in Drama for 1 & 1/2 years

which is quite insulting

considering I did SYF & all.

anyway; thankfully Ms Nura'in was there

to take all our complaints.

haha

That's about it with school.

but there's so much more to tell.

btw; EID MUBARAK to my darling cousins who are celebrating Eid all alone.

Fazeela, Shahidah & Hafizah!

LOVE you guys loads.

Even though the torn family of mine (mother's side)

finally got back together

(after like 12 or 13 years..so yeah)

Its been pretty awkward.

The family is now Malay-Indian mix

which I don't really mind but still..

yeah.

even if the family did get together

the whole "family potrait" thing is propaganda

there still are conflicts beneath

what seems perfect.

This is probably going to bug me for long.

Why; even my own intermediate family

is tearing apart in ways I never expected.

& Its over small petty, stupid things.

Damn them.

The truth is, I don't want to pick a side between the 3 of them

cos they are all

messed up.

yeah

ALL 3 OF THEM.

So; my sisters & I are neutral.

& I seriously hope that open their eyes & see that

& give in,

forgive,

forget,

change,

move on

& most importantly give somethings a chance.

I know that would be easier said than done

but these things have been boiling up over the years.

It's time they kill some of the stubborness in them

& change

Wouldn't you agree with me?

BTW: Happy BE-lated Shalyn & Happy Advanced KURIN!!!!

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 6:27 AM

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

hey all

haha; its been like 8 days

so school's back on & all

I had my english oral today, which I think very well

I don't remember doing any mistakes

then again

you will never know

speaking of which; I told the teacher that my favourite food place

is SWENSEN'S

because I was reminded of last Thurs. when I went there

so for the 1st time my

whole conversation was based on the truth

about how the service is great

because the waitress actually helped us by holding the bill

because we were late for our movie

{No Reservations!! :)}

so that we could still have our ice-cream

after the movie & not cancel the order

& I clearly awed the teacher & she was like

Wow! Fantastic! & all

yeah

Oh on the 20th & 21th another 2 of cousins

will be going back to the States.

1 to Chicago; 1 to New Jersey

great; how depressing

bleah

okay

I have to go & do my Art now because

there's Art tomorrow

& I'm still at the mindmap

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 1:23 AM

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Sunday, September 2, 2007

hey all

I have just finished watching

A Walk To Remember

on youtube

(yes; I know its illegal)

but wth

I finally get to watch the FULL movie

& now I'm so in LOVE with it

ahhh

ok; I know that most people hate the whole

lovey-dovey

"I love you, you love me"

thing

but this movie is incredible

to me;

hopefully to you if you are a girl

or more in touch with your feminine side

but yeah

I watched it & cried along

but seriously

the movie is really UNDERRATED

ok; I think by saying this it is not going to make any difference

to someone who already hates it

whatever

I'MSTILLINLOVEWITHIT!!!

ok; I'll stop crapping now

so there's Maths remedial tomorrow afternoon

from 2-4pm

& I going to have to find a way to motivate

myself

get off my butt & go for it

& also to come back & study like a good girl

there; well said

but not done

well; the good news is; A Walk To Remember

kind of like motivated me

Btw, the word is KIND OF LIKE

so if you have not realised by now that I have been crapping the

whole post then you must be crazy

so this time I'm stopping for good

yeah

btw, my posts are getting longer again

oh; & my playlist's been updated

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 8:51 PM

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Friday, August 31, 2007

hello

yes; i'm finally updating again

but don't blame me for not doing it earlier

I still have to face the reality that STREAMING is coming

& it's about a month away

& being a typical kiasu Singaporean

I have to STUDY!!

so yeah

its the eve of teacher's day; duh

so I just want to wish;

1) MRS RAU'F (deyi)

2) MISS HARYATI (deyi)

3) MISS LOY (wgps)

4) MRS GRACE FOO (deyi)

5)MRS CAROL FOO (wgps)

6)MISS HAMEETA (wgps)

7) MISS RADHA (wgps)

8) MRS SIVA (wgps)

9) MR BRIAN WONG (deyi)

a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

yeah; i'm being kind of wierd

but I don't know why

bleah!

speaking about Teacher's Day

I just have to say it

although everything would seem stereotype & happily ever after

know one gets to see the truth

DRAMA is the reality

& if the people cannot see the truth

then what's the point

REALITY LEAVES ALOT TO THE IMAGINATION

besides there was really NOTHING wrong with the script

its no point trying to understand the art of Drama

you don't even give them a chance

they worked damn hard

& are paid with nothing but

displeasure

disapproval

so much for wanting to be a niche in PERFORMING ARTS school

wth

I guess

its really no point trying so hard to impress people

who don't even give a damn about you

one day we will get our chance to show

what we truly are

because like Jaime said

What's done is done

we cannot change the past,

but we can affect the future.

if you have no clue about what was about

(which is unlikely)

there are clues here & there

link it yeah

so I really had to write some justice for those people who

worked their butts ok

so yeah

I went back to WOODGROVE today

god it was just full of ex-students

in the end; I only saw my ex-MT teachers &

my ex-p6 form teacher

but I guess the more nerve-wrecking part

was meeting the ex-classmates

& the ex-enemies (who are still enemies)

& the ex-friends

& the ex-schoolmates

walking in the school compound

I finally realised how TINY the school

is &

I remembered all the memories

I had there for 5 years

*sighs*

i'm going emotional again

my progress report's ok

there are 3 or 4 A's

& no fails

but I still think that I could have done better

oh & btw

I know that I'm kind of lagging for the class photo

but hey

I could not resist

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:42 AM

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

i'm updating again :)

nothing's much has actually happened

other than the boring school

days

JAIME & KURIN are my pokers;

I sit in between them & everyday, somehow always

starting from Maths lesson

they will poke me lah

haha

:DD*

I'm missing my cousin in Brisbane way too much

still I have to wait till Jan to see her

today there's the Streaming talk at 3

bleah

my mother's gone to Malaysia

so I will be going myself

which is kind of a good thing I guess

I slept superly-EARLY yesterday

so I got up today at..

5.3OAM!!

& I'm not even a bit tired lah

ok; like I said

this week's been stereo-type

& boring

so there's nothing at all for me to write about..

oh;

HAPPY ADVANCED 14TH BIRTHDAY; PAVITHIRA!

I'm sure that I can't blog on Monday

so yeah;

(-_-)*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 12:26 AM

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

hi;

long story

the computer was spoilt &

my brother finally fixed after more than a week

thankfully

this week been all Greek

after watching My Big Fat Greek Wedding on Wed.

& Troy yesterday

M.B.F.G.W. was; well

it was very stereotype; as far as family drama went

but; being the typical girly-girl

I obviously like the romance

haha

Troy was; tragic

There's really no one I would look up to

as far as war's concerned

but

these men were real;

& they fought for love & honor

& I find that heroic

seriously

Recently, I've been going GAGA over Corrine May's new album

I mean; the piano pieces & the the voice

*sighs*

& she's Singaporean

probably 1 of the few singers from here that I

can be truly proud of

National Day was obviously yesterday

& I must have been 1 of the few Singaporeans who did not watch a thing

even the fireworks

somehow they don't really excite me that much

Bleah

The only wierd thing was that I cried my head off

when they gave the Ultimate Deyian Award to Ruby

especially when I saw Ms Haryati

...

I cry too much

If anyone in this universe can understand me;

I would say YEAH RIGHT

because I myself cannot understand myself

most of the time

ok; this is the part when I say that I'm talking gibberish

(-_-)*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 7:18 PM

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hello

yeah; I'm not changing blog after all

bleah

have not blogged for a long time

yeah;

yesterday was NAPHA

which sucked of course

Sorry if I annoyed you & reminded you of her

I really did not want to

Bcos I'm no way close to her

or ever will be

so don't worry; I know what it's like

my blog's really deserted

which is partly the reason why I don't exactly feel like updating often

but I'm trying not to desert the blog

so support & help

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 12:58 AM

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

hello

ok; I finally get to blog after like so many days

& I still have got to rush

cos my brother wants to use the com.

& being the nice sister I am

I actually rush.

Okay

I'm going to cut the crapping around

cos I seriously have no time.

I'm going 2 change my blog soon, maybe

maybe not; still pending

Arts Fiesta was over last Sat

which TOTALLY,TOTALLY

rocked lah

the Matinee was sucky; but the Gala kicked ass

yeah

everyone was super high lah

of cours there was LIVE EARTH which I

mostly did not watch

even though I so badly wanted to

but who cares;

what's over is over

HARRY POTTER IS OUT TODAY!!!!

I'm going to watch it,

oh yeah!!

& I so cannot wait for the final book

I'm going crazy

yeah

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 12:22 AM

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

its been 2 weeks; so school's re-opened

& life's just 1 BIG rush

& somehow I always get caught up in it

my playlist is being re-done bcos

lots of the songs are

being shortened to 30 secs

so some of my favourite songs can't be in it

my cousin went to Brisbane, Australia on Saturday

& obviously I cried like hell;

like all my girl cousins & sisters

from the time she took the flight till I reached home after taking 858

(which; is a 1 hr journey)

another cousin gone; who might not even come back

*sighs*

anyway;

arts fiesta is this weekend & I have to go costume-hunting

AGAIN

which is seriously annoying

but after this weekend

no more CCA stress; hopefully

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 11:49 PM

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

hello

YAY; 2 more days to Arts Fiesta Rehearsal

Went missng for the weekend

stayed at my cousin's house; (the one's whose going to Austalia)

the whole lot of us spent quality time " bonding"

Hah

*sighs*

ILOVETHEM!

ended up celebrating Father's Day, at my grandfather's house

(because my father was in Malaysia)

watched S.W.A.T. !!!!!!!!!

xDDDDDD

reading another book now :)

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 6:25 PM

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

hello

my holiday life has thankfully gotten much better

I read 1 more book yesterday

*sighs*

reading always puts me in a daze if its a great book;

the book I read yesterday?..

I'm still in a daze

oh; & my aunt in America

named a TREE in my family's name over there

can you believe that..!!

its like; imagine walking in a park etc.

then all of a sudden you see a tree with your family name

wierdly cool

I've added 3 more songs to my playlist;

i'll be- Edwin McCain

Broken- Amy Lee feat Seether

&..

a Spanish song by Jennifer Lopez

(Qui Hiciste)

I've suddenly gone GAGA over that song

I've always wanted to learn spanish

which is something I would do if I go to America next time

so what better way

than to listen to a spanish song right

xDD*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 6:34 PM

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

hey guys.

guess what

my holidays just got a hell lot more FUN

i finally got to read books again;

read 2 today

reading ALWAYS puts me in a good mood

xDD

I found out that yet another of my darling cousin is

going to Australia end of this month

I mean; (no offence)

but

what's with Australia this year

what's with my cousins leaving Singapore one by one to study

*sighs*

& most of them don't even come back after university

they just stay there; work

& eventually settle down there

anyway;

its probably what I would do one day; someday

so yeah

oh & this weekend I just figured out what I

want to do

like; study in the future

its incredible what a boring June holiday can make you think about

oh &

HAPPIEST BELATED BIRTHDAY

to Jaime!!

I'm school sick

yeah; miss drama, my class &

most importantly

MY FRIENDS

*sighs*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 5:55 AM

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Friday, June 8, 2007

hello

its been days..

but hey its still the holidays

1stly; welcome back DMB members from Japan especially JOVINA!!

2ndly;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALLY CHUA!

it really sucks that my mother does not let me

go to the airport today

with nicole & yarshini

oh & on Sunday; 03062007

i finally

realised what gorgeous relatives I have

seriously

don't worry

I'm the ugliest of the lot

haha

I'm in a really x 100 crazy mood

right now

don't ask me why

I just feel like it

xDD

then again I could be suffering from what they would call

a "nervous breakdown"

from having such a boring holidays

haha

kidding

where on earth do I come up with such zany ideas

*sighs*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:04 AM

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Thursday, May 31, 2007

hello

today; I edited my song playlist..

& added 2 FABULOUS songs;

I'll Stand By You by Carrie Underwood

Hey There Delilah by Plain White Ts

Yayness.

xDDD

holidays are actually VERY boring

there's like nothing to do at home at all

*sighs*
cannot wait for next drama session

even though nowdays;

its very Sian SOMETIMES probably bcos we have done the play like only a million times

but I rather go for a Sian drama session than

stay at home

really...

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 5:52 PM

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Friday, May 25, 2007

hello

YAYNESS. school's holidays are finally starting

yesterday was my PTM

suprise; suprise

I got 12th in class; which is a MAJOR improvement from last year

my mother did not even scold OR lecture me

about my maths grades

xDD

this week; I had THE best english lesson ever

simply bcos we watched ," Howl's Moving Castle"

I'm not exactly a japanese-animae fan

(the only 1 that I can for hours straight is ,"Inuyasha")

but this 1 just stole my heart in a second

plus; HOWL'S HOT!!!!!!!!

xDDD

even though we could not watch the whole thing finish in school;

my knight in shining armour;

YOUTUBE!!

saved my life

today; I got my SYF certificate too

I simply LOVE the color of it; silverish-purpleish mix

& ms shirley lee hosted it

& she and mr zaman were like super HIGH lah

then; there was a guest star performance from Superband

which at 1st did not really matter bcos I never followed the Chinese competition

BUT..

they did catch my attention

ALL 4 of them

very SUAI

(as candace would say)

so basically; today was a VERY; VERY fun day

xDD

oh; tomorrow's both LARA'S & my MOTHER'S birthday

happy 15th & 48th birthday respectively

ooops; I do not think that I'm allowed to tell anyone my mother's age

*><*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 3:09 AM

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

hello

my blog's getting more & more deserted

but who cares

anyway

Congrats to Ng Jin for winning Deyi Star

I mean she DID really outsing the other two

& I LOVE her final song

its like so... Nice lah

in my opinion; the semifinalist performance would have been boring

(no offence)

if not for lara & nicole

they pumped it up

YAYNESS.

I'm in a really fascinating mood

well; May is the month for Love & Forgiveness

so yeah

I can't wait for the SYF cert.

OMG; OMG

yay

i'm like super super excited lah

its my 1st SYF cert. in secondary school

watched SpongeBob during D&T today; was hilarious

still have not told my parents or tuition teacher my maths marks

i'm hanging on this thin thread to death

kidding

but still I have no idea what their reaction's going to be

*pulse increases*

haiish

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:22 AM

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

hello

its been days & really A LOT of things has happened

1stly; I LOST MY HANDPHONE!!!

which really , really sucks

hey I love my ex- phone even though its probably the most ancient 1 that exists today

really I do

2ndly; exam results are out!!

obviously I flunked big time

although i only FAILED 1

the inevitable; MATHS.

i obviously have NOT told my mother & tuition teacher yet

but I know that i'm going to be slaughtered

hopefully not.

haiish

yesterday; i watched this lovey-dovey film

"Just Married"

though I only liked the part the guy started crying

when he begged his in-laws

to open the house gate(the house's gigantic)

so that he could tell his wife how missed & loved her

*sighs*

stereotype-

haha

it just dawned to me

how much I miss Glassboro & Anaheim & Mt Laurel

if you know where they are

i want to go there all over again

but i know i can't

what's done is done;there's no turning back

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 6:15 AM

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

hello

YAYNESS!!!

the exams are like FINALLY over!!

except for art; but then again who cares about art right?!!

so its TECHNICALLY over

LoL

I have changed the songs in my blog if you noticed

i made the playlist...

ALL BY MYSELF!

LoL

its just a collection of some latest songs & all which I CAN'T get over

YAYNESS.

Don't mind me

I'm just too high to even care

I also have a confession to make..

I CAN'T STUDY WITHOUT MUSIC!!

LOLOL

(u probably thought it was something serious right; I told you I'm high)

so bcos' I don't have a MP3 player

(which really sux!)

I listen to 987FM - Dan & Young's Show

[I'm doing it now :)]

which is super hilarious cos' they crack crazy jokes

very entertaining

trust me

okay; why on earth am I advertising them

God!; I'm so HIGH now

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:38 AM

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

hello

today was wierd again

korin lim wrote a song during Geography test

& I wrote the last part of it

& edited it

& I promised her that I would blog it

xDD

so here it goes

(Follow,'Breaking Free' tune from High School Musical)

We're talking; looking

There's not a person's paper that we can't see

If we're trying

yeah we're copying now; oh we're copying now

I know the *cher' can see us

In a way that's different from where we are

Creating space between us

So that we can't copy

Taking away our correction tapes

Leaving us with only erasers

WE'RE COPYING NOW

We're talking; looking

There's not a person whse paper that we can't see

If we're trying

Yeah we're copying now

We're giggling; whispering

But somehow the blind teacher just can't see

So we are copying

Yeah we're copying now

Oh we're copying now

(*teacher-if you did not know)

haha*

the song is the situation my class is in during

every single class test

today; I also found a pen-pal at last

on FanFiction

xDDDD

added her on MSN

Tomorrow is the 1st Mid-year paper

but who on earth needs to study for English unless yours really sucks

right?!!

Today is also

NICOLE FIONA LAURENS 14th BITHDAY!!!!

XDDD

Happy bithday nicole!!!!

l0ve you loads and more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and our drama assesment got postponed

to next week

because of some really, annoying misunderstanding

though its really not shalyn's fault

so now our class is still

LOADED with boxes everywhere

It looks like we are moving house or something

really!!

plus the smelly smell of orange paint

that was used for the other group's windmill

So basically;

my class is in a total wreak

then again

mEsSy Is BeAtIfUl*

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:39 AM

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

hello

today was by far the most wierdest day I have ever had

1stly;

we got out drama SYF grade today

yeapps

its a............

SILVER!!!

i'm quite sad lah but then again who cares about the award

as long as we are not the worst

kidding

its the whole experience that i'm

really really going to miss

today I also joined the fund-raising thing in my sch

(they are going to build a library in India)

yeapps.

today; I also chapped off part of my skin WHEN I was using the sanding machine

because I was

so careless during D&T

so much for the name;

D&T rep.

LoL

today; also is the last day for us all to get ready for our drama assesment tomorrow

and the props, costumes,

actually basically everything was not done

and our SM(stage manager)-candace went for CDC or CEC or whatever

so Jaime and I had to try and settle everything

with lots of people's help

of course lah

and then when I was going home

with pavithira, jaime, bryon and james

some BLOODY BIRD

POOPED on me!!!

luckily it was on my leg and not on my Head!*

I was like so disgusted at myself lah

then jaime said that is actually good luck

but I was still grossed out

I still am

LoL

yesterday was like one of my best days of my life

the farewell party was really fun lah

and I cried again when the Queen and Kreummel(sorry again for my horrible spelling)

spoke to us

hugged everyone and kissed the Queen

yeapps.

once they leave;

nothings ever going to be the same again

I'm sure you must have heard about the Virginia Tech.

shootings

my heart cries out for all of those poor innocent people

I'm quite worried about the shootings lah

I mean I have got lots of family members in the US

its scary when I hear about things like this

let them R.I.P.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 7:15 AM

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Monday, April 16, 2007

hello

guess what I just found that..

we will find out our drama grade in like practically May only lah

That TOTALLY TOTALLY SUX!!

oh ya I was in http://www. blogthings.com and I did the survey

What's your true lover's name for fun

then guess what name came out..

NICOLE!!!

i swear; if you do not believe me that's YOUR problem not mine.

so Nicole; you are my true lover eh!!!

Yarshini; do not get jealous!!!xP

xDD

Today; I was in the school canteen doing my Geog. project and a few super act-cute

idiots were there FLIRTING around

I could just slap their freaking faces

I mean what's with the screaming and the beating guys etc.

Super Super annoying!!!

Today's drama meeting is quite depressing!!

I WILL MISS THE QUEEN!!!

every one hugged her including all the boys

yeapps.

xDD

And Korin Lim's Ex-Idol nearly made us stay back

in school until 6pm today.

Thankfully; his brain began to function properly

just after school finished and he made us stay until 2 only..

god; he is seriously phsychotic!!

(I do not know the spelling; I know that my spelling SUX ok!!)

xDD

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 2:23 AM

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

hello people

i'm feeling super hyper and restless!

just cannot wait for our Drama SYF grade

yeapps.

I mean after all we did do well right

waah.

dennis gave me such a big shock though,

I was like sitting right beside him when he had his fits.

hope that he is better to come back soon to make qian ying smile more.

kidding

Though SYF has finished, I WILL miss all those times all the media+ dennis, jaime & shawn

would sit together and talk while waiting for the main cast.

It was like a bonding session.

i WILL especially miss talking about christiona's & duan kai's bright future together.

*sighs*

hahaas.

But to tell you the truth SYF, did not feel like SYF

it just felt like another rehearsal-wierd right

yeapps.

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 10:03 PM

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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

hello

I know the post before this so does not sound like me right?

Well,I was damn angry and I had to vent my anger and frustations on something.

U know let's just forget the whole damn thing.

Today was UDC-was okay except for the bloody weather;

super hot lah

and just for all my dear darling friends to know

i do not like anyone at the moment;

I swear-if you do not believe..

who the hell cares?kidding.

xDD

``BrinjalL0ve* ; 11:33 PM

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